Sigh...i surrender!

Sigh...why wont stop...i really tired with all those stuff already...shit,damn it...i really surrender!i admit i reach the limit...and that is my limit,i cannot go further and continue stand of it anymore!Tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air...i need air!Pls...u dun ask me why anymore...coz i really dun know how to answer...things had happen just let it be and accept it...i also forcing myself to accept it...even i know is very suffer!But i have no choice...dun worry about me...just leave me alone...i prefer do watever i want!Hope u will understand...i really dun want think about again...makes me headache...i hate it appear in my mind...Pls...